life with two sets of twins
I realized now that I skipped my September favorites but it’s fine. I have been so unmotivated lately! I don’t think I’ve posted a vlog in a month. I’m not sure why, I just haven’t been feeling up to it lately. Maybe I will get my motivation back soon!! Until then, I am still going to share what I have been loving lately….
As many of you already know, or if you’re seeing my blog for the first time… 2018 was a really shit year for me. I struggled with my mental health and towards the end of the year, I found something out that was a HUGE life changing moment for me. Since that moment on Sept 18th, 2018 at 9:30 in the morning (Yep. I know the time because its so engraved in my mind) I have struggled with PTSD in a major way. As time moves forward, it gets easier but it’s still such an ever present force in my life that I deal with EVERY DAY.
You guys have NO idea how excited I was for this date. I realize that I probably sound obsessed (proud groupie over here 😉 ) but NF has gotten me through the worst year of my entire life. It’s actually funny that almost EXACTLY a year ago, my life was flipped upside down and last night I was seeing the person who helped me through it.
Do I sound crazy yet?
FYI – music can actually be really therapeutic!
Every year sending them off to school gets a little easier. However, this is their last year in elementary! Next year they are big old middle schoolers!! Time flies! I will be cherishing all the little things they won’t be doing anymore, like passing out valentine’s or walking in the halloween parade at school! *INSERT MAMA TEARS HERE*
They had a summer packed full of fun things but I think they are ready I’m ready for a more structured schedule again. I hate the early mornings but I love the early nights and getting back into a routine.
Happy Friday! I cannot believe it’s almost fall – thank goodness! The best time of the year fo sho! As always, I’m sharing some things we have been loving this August….