life with two sets of twins
These are some of my favorite blog posts to write! I love reflecting on the year and creating a little highlight reel. 2019 was a good year! We had so many family getaways, Cody and I had lots of alone time and we crossed something off our bucket list. Not pictured in this blog is the intense amount of healing we through as a couple. I think if I could put a word on this year, it would definitely be healing. I hope that 2020 has more healing in store for us but also lots and lots of happiness.
Hi guys! Wow.. we did it! We completed our goal of going on a date EVERY single month this year. I cannot believe that it has already been 12 months, but here we are. I forgot to write a blog post for our November date so I’m going to combine these two months.
I realized now that I skipped my September favorites but it’s fine. I have been so unmotivated lately! I don’t think I’ve posted a vlog in a month. I’m not sure why, I just haven’t been feeling up to it lately. Maybe I will get my motivation back soon!! Until then, I am still going to share what I have been loving lately….
As many of you already know, or if you’re seeing my blog for the first time… 2018 was a really shit year for me. I struggled with my mental health and towards the end of the year, I found something out that was a HUGE life changing moment for me. Since that moment on Sept 18th, 2018 at 9:30 in the morning (Yep. I know the time because its so engraved in my mind) I have struggled with PTSD in a major way. As time moves forward, it gets easier but it’s still such an ever present force in my life that I deal with EVERY DAY.
You guys have NO idea how excited I was for this date. I realize that I probably sound obsessed (proud groupie over here 😉 ) but NF has gotten me through the worst year of my entire life. It’s actually funny that almost EXACTLY a year ago, my life was flipped upside down and last night I was seeing the person who helped me through it.
Do I sound crazy yet?
FYI – music can actually be really therapeutic!